the bastard can only think to run away. and everyday i return to her face over and over. now i live through mind melting chemicals. my forgotten hero, now i take his place. pray to be scarred about the womb. kill ambition, kill motivation. suicide slander molds meaningless chatter. i aim a pistol at a mirror. a cycle continues its reign. no fracture in this lifeline. it should have ended twenty years ago. return to the room where life begins. smash the source. cease the flow.